Just let your hand glide across the page in the rythmn, the rythmn of the past, the present, and the future. From the deepest depths of your cold lonely heart, let it crawl forth and consume all the light and be drawn into the darkness... wither away and sulk in the passion of a muddy ocean. Grab at your flesh and fracture pieces of a broken heart. Keep to the remedy of the potion and resist that last emotion.
Rythmn.....
all of these feeling raging, controlling, corrupting a view that was that of a blurr. inner turmoil, anguish, frustration...... when you reach out to grab what you think is right there.....little did you know, you're out in a blank of misery and lost in the limitations of your mind, heart and soul. Captured and held against your will by the corruption of this world. When you start to think, that a slow painful death is better then the bliss of life. When you're falling, scratching and clawing at everything you can get your hands on to try to gain a firm steady ground before you're lost to everything. So deep that you forget who and where you started.
A maze of a crazed habitation of the lost and forgotten........when everything comes so fast, and so strong that you're no more. When you loose the desire to be free, and rely on the insane hold of a evil serpent, who winds so tight until there is nothing let, and then some. when you give up on trying, and fighting, and just let it happen. when you fall to pieces at the drop of a hat. when you're at the end of the rope, and you're done for, you know it. There is nothing left. You are nothing.......
you will wither alone and cold against the ground, lost to all that is anything.
Floating in the black abis...hanging there like a puppet on strings. each one slowly being cut....
Will you fall? Or will you strand strong on a foundation that is yet to exist? Will you hold your head high? Will you thank God for the light you didn't know was there? Will you find the peace in the misery? I found you, and you found me. And of all the corruption of this so frail heart of mine, everything that is left of me.....I give to you. I know it'll take time for me to be built back up, but I know you're by my side. And I love you more then I think you know. More then you will ever know. You're healing me with each passing day, to go without you is like I'm dead. you are the light at the end of my tunnel. You are the air I breathe, the sun shinning on my face, you are everything to me. Stand forth and shine as celestral stars, and let none hold you back. I love you, and I mean I LOVE YOU. And no one can or will ever change that. I am yours, to hold to cherish, to love forever more. And you are mine in the same manner.
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